I was searching for a word for 2020. In 2018 it was Listen, which led me to the word Patience in 2019. Looking deep into the roots of my needs and God’s desire for my good came Trust.
If I want to love God and others, I must trust Him.
“The lamp of the body is the eye. If therefore your eye is good, your whole body will be full of light. But if your eye is bad, your whole body will be full of darkness. If therefore the light that is in you is darkness, how great is that darkness!” (Matthew 6:22-23)
It is our attitude, how we see the world that affects everything in our life, filling it with light or darkness. We must be aware of our beliefs and where we put our trust. We get to choose. What will we trust? Who will we trust? Whose party will we side with? Jesus never forces, only invites. Will we choose Him?
We always choose something.
What is trust? The dictionary describes it as the firm belief in the reliability, truth, ability or strength of someone or something. Trust is a verb, something we do. When we trust, we allow someone to have or look after something of value or importance to us with complete confidence.
As I searched the scriptures, I found the great men of God spoke of trusting God. They assured me God is worthy of my trust.
The Lord is my strength and my shield, my heart trusts in Him and He helps me. (Psalm 28:7)
I waited patiently for the Lord and He inclined to me.
Blessed is the man who makes the Lord his trust. (Psalm 40:1, 4)
He who trusts in his own heart is a fool
but whoever walks wisely will be delivered. (Proverbs 28:26)
Fear of man lays a snare
but whoever trusts in the Lord will be safe. (Proverbs 29:25)
The Lord gives perfect peace to those whose faith is firm
so always trust the Lord
because He is forever our mighty rock. (Isaiah 3-4)
Not only has God demonstrated He is worthy of my trust, but scripture tell us to not trust Him leads to sin and death. It means I have forgotten all He has done in history, on the cross, through the empty tomb and in my own life. Reading Psalm 78, I saw the perfect picture of the failure to trust God, as the excerpt below highlights…
The men of [Israel], though armed with bows, turned back on the day of battle;
They did not keep God’s covenant and refused to live by His law.
They forgot what He had done, the wonders He had shown them…
But they continued to sin against Him, rebelling in the wilderness against the Most High.
They willfully put God to the test by demanding the food they craved.
They spoke against God; they said,
“Can God really spread a table in the wilderness?”
My people, hear my teaching; listen to the words of my mouth…
Teach [your] children, so the next generation would know [God’s law]
Even the children yet to be born, and they in turn would tell their children.
Then they would put their trust in God and would not forget His deeds
But would keep His commands.
I am guilty Father! Instead of trusting You, I have trusted in other things:
- In my own wisdom and strengths – which You along have given me!
- In other people – who may love me but are too frail to carry the full weight of my needs.
- In my money, my job, my savings, my possessions – which I have seen can be swept away overnight.
- In my country, its military might, our long stable government – which recently looks much less stable!
- In medicine, doctors, diet fads, health information, vitamins, etc. – which cannot help me without You!
- Why do I feel impatient, worried or afraid?
- What am I trusting in this matter? Am I trusting in God? Am I trusting in something or someone else?
- Why do I feel God is not worthy of my trust in this specific matter?
- What mighty deeds of God have I forgotten?
- What habits must I cultivate to trust God more?
- What habits must I STOP to trust God more?
What would my life be like at the end of this year if I learned to trust You more? Jesus, Beloved, I am looking forward to how You will be working in my life, as I cling to You.
“Truly I tell you,
unless you change and become like little children,
you will never enter the kingdom of heaven.”