Whose glorious beauty is a fading flower
Which is at the head of the verdant valleys [valley of fatness],
To those who are overcome with wine!
It was new years morning and I opened my Bible where the book mark lay and read these words and gasped. At first this sounded like an awful way to start the year, but all of God's Word is truth and life, yes? As I looked closer I saw it.
It is me and those things that in 2014 I need to reign in, gather control:
PRIDE ~ OVER-EATING ~ OVER-DRINKING
Father, You are warning them and this warning is also for me. Because WOE is not what You want for me in this year, in this life or in eternity. You love me and want love, joy, and peace for me, but it does not happen without kindness, goodness, patience, and self control. It just doesn't.
I don't know, Beloved, how long before You take me home but I want to do as much damage for the Kingdom as possible before I fall asleep. I must redeem the time.
But I cannot witness without humility. I don't know where other's hearts are so I must be respectful, gentle and patient. I must be prayerful and wait on You and Your perfect timing.
And by overindulging in food and drink, I set a bad example for my children and render myself useless for the Kingdom.
Humility and self control is what is needed and what I lack. Not a whole list of resolutions, but these two words. These two vital qualities.
Father, even I cannot do this small thing without a portion of Your grace. Please give me a double portion so I might be healed and therefore able and ready to proclaim Your truth.